1:46 PM|mmmmmm.... lunch. pierogies from the caf! yum!

12:50 PM|just awful

*note: no death threats to me this time, people

2:51 PM|okay.... i did it. created a new golf-related blog. go see. it's in skeletal stage.... but, eh... best i could do here during lunch. let me know what you think

12:30 PM|so since i am learning how to play golf, i am thinking of starting up a golf journal.

yep. a golf journal.

10:52 AM|oh joy.

now i am getting double jackasses who are posing as jackasses JUST so they make my site.

lovely.

10:02 AM|a hearty congrats to my friend cathy who is now off the dole -- that's a long time since march april 2001.

woo, kids! the economy might be looking up!!!

7:49 AM|i forgot to mention that yesterday i got an email that SOMEHOW they didn't process all of my paperwork when i started here at the nw job...

although, can you really call it new anymore?!?!

i started (temp) on march 18th and became perm on april 8th...

4 months! 4 months. and they are just getting around to realizing they didn't have my I-9 (even though i KNOW i gave it to them with my license and SS card) nor did they have my resume.... and somehow they lost my employment agreement.

arrrrgh.

10:43 PM|pausing for a posed question:

how would you like to be remembered after you die? what would you like said at your funeral? whom would you like to speak?

10:02 PM|addicted to BigBrother3

(please vote josh out. please vote josh out. please vote josh out. )

10:43 AM|snagged from kate:





Which Peanuts Character Are You Quiz


bring it on! i am snoopy! *doing my snoopy dance*

10:35 PM|pausing for a posed question:

your house, containing everything you own, catches fire; after saving your loved ones and pets, you have time to make a final dash to save any one item. What would it be?

9:53 PM|and no. i am NOT preggers, thank you.

9:45 PM|so swamped at work. a good swamped. rather be swamped and working than scrolling through hotjobs.

felt nauseated all day. what's up with that? really cranky too. ugh.

7:17 AM|tastes like chicken.... well... er.... maybe a hairy chicken

11:48 PM|us. who the hell are you "Ronnie Ruin" and why are you stealing my template without asking - and not removing my indextools code?



(see, it wouldn't do this if my code wasn't on that site. don't think i am crazy, people.)


*note: google search is only turning up a ronnie ruin as either an effing breakdancer or a rugby player

11:16 PM|heh! cool! someone asked who did the posters for cowboy mouth on their forum.... great plug was given for me by will, the merchandising guy....

11:03 PM|blech. i feel sick. too much pasta.

i really have to get things in order.

my apartment is a mess.
my diet is non-existant
the finances have to get back to rights (damn car payments and insurance are killing me)
and oh...

by the way...

i have to start effing training for the breast cancer walk! (or i will be crippled)

8:52 PM|mmmmm.... was craving a nice juicy medium rare steak tonight.

that wasn't gonna happen. so i had a bucket of pasta instead - and i get to smell my landlord's steak grilling outside my bathroom window.

10:37 AM|*sigh* might i say that padraig harrington is a fine inspiration for me to learn the sport ASAP. (unfortunately he's married... but he DOES have four brothers, Tadhg, Columb, Fintan & Fergal.

7:50 AM|so apparently mosquitos feasted on my shoulders and legs throughout the night. lovely.

1:02 AM|oh my "jackasses and stalkers" section has nothing on this IM conversation...between this clueless cheerleader and some guy she thinks is her boyfriend, despite his saying otherwise several times.


snagged from quinn

10:44 PM|heh

10:39 PM|hahahahahah!!!!


the best skwirrel picture on earth

snagged off of clayton..... beautiful...

10:32 PM|eh. i don't usually do this. but kate sent me a bottle of wine for my birthday a month ago today... it was good. yes. bottle of wine. had paaasta tonight as well. (since 5:30pm)

thanks kate (now i am an alcoholic. but thanks :)

9:34 PM|cripes! i must be pms-ing or something.... sex and the city just made me get all misty eyed! when SJP (yes. i just called sarah jessica parker "SJP") said "i guess new york is my one great love and i can't have nobody talkin' shit about my boyfriend".... that made me teary.

sure i live in JC, but i feel really close to NYC.... god, i haven't been in the city in over a month. maybe longer. what the hell has happened to me? used to be in it every day. guess, between the job in saddle brook and the fact that i work late, AND the fact that i have been down the shore every weekend... i haven't been there in a while.

crap.

8:11 PM|gotta tell ya. i am a sap. with a capital S.

i cried in 1995 when Pig said "I want my mom" in Babe

and dagnabit.... disney has Babe: Pig in the City on right now and wouldn't you know it... blubbering.

that'll do, Erin. That'll do.

6:11 PM|so archie is dying again.

(who's archie?!? did i hear you right? oh you crazy newcomers. try reading up a little...)

so anyway.... yesterday --- blood in the urine. poor kid... okay... thinking the bladder stone is irratating it again. i mean, it's most likely grown since last august

but then today... he shat blood.

yes. i know i am being effing disgusting. this is MEDICAL talk, people. and i am also upset - mom started growling about me paying her damned mortgage again.... scream scream scream.... yap yap yap --- to the point where i was holding my ears doing a Rainman impersonation as if the smoke detector was blaring...

anyway... i left. and i also left archie with her (he lives there anyway, because i am a bad mother and left him there when he was a year old)

i don't know what to do. i paid her damn mortgage, paid my rent, paid my car payment, handed her some cash and now i am rummaging around in my cupboard for spaghetti because i have to save up to have my dog put to sleep and then cremated... (yeah i have to bury archie, but burying a 90 pound carcass in the backyard of a condo is not exactly legal... nor is it easy.)

yeah i am whining.

he wasn't supposed to last through last september so i should be happy that he made it this long with the cancer... but i am not. i don't want him to die.

no we haven't been to the vet to see exactly what his condition is.... have to save up for that.

more whining.

i am feeling quite surly right now. sorry. think i am going to take a bubble bath.

i want to get him to a vet. vets aren't open on sundays. besides, he's acting okay, it's just that whole bodily function thing that's awry.

eh. i really want him to go naturally. i had to have my old dog Doodles put down in 1994. felt really guilty about it for years (*didn't help when my friend pat handed me a bag of Cheez Doodles when i went back to work that day.... only he taped over the "Cheex" part of the word and wrote "Dead"... and i feel guilty to this day for giggling over that. wrong. oh so wrong. don't even get me started about what happened at my grandmother's funeral)

ok. enough theraputic whine and bitchfest...

how was everyone else's weekend?!

5:52 PM|yay ernie els!

3:23 PM|knee feels better! not 100% - but better than thurs and fri...

had my 2nd golf lesson yesterday!! have i mentioned how i love this game so far?

they had us driving with a 7 iron and my average over an hour and a half was 150 yards... not bad if i do say so myself.

i would like to thank my ex-eric for bringing me to a few driving ranges when we were dating... he kicks ass with the driving...

just walked in from the shore. cut the weekend short because i really didn't feel like hanging around my mother who has been screaming at me non-stop this weekend. can't do anything right.

oh... saw Road to Perdition yesterday... i really liked it a lot. the cinematography was great, too!!