i got a phone call at 2:15am on the cell phone - i was asleep already and normally i don't have the cell near me but for some reason, tonight i did... i am glad...
but, i haven't been able to fall asleep - i mean, the call only lasted, what? 10 minutes...
now i am wide awake, trying to have ambient music lull me to sleep in the background to no avail... and i am hearing my mom's breathing... i was trying to focus on my own breathing - doing a little corpse pose yoga, but it didn't work...
thinking of taking a tylenol pm but at this hour the damned thing will knock me out til next tuesday
i have to wake up at 10... then go over to my aunt's for a swim then down to the union landing with kerry to hit the raw bar...
have to pick up my bruce tix from fc at some point in the afternoon, then go grocery shopping for the week for my mom...
i haven't told her that i am planning on driving up north tomorrow tonight... am dreading going up with all the traffic actually, but if i don't then i have to wake up at 5am and drive up with the rush hour folks, and since monday is the show, that'd make for a VERY long day...
so, to try and empty the cup that is my mind right now, i am purging it onto here...
you know that once i DO fall asleep, archie and beri will start woofing to go out... it's the law.

