so i forgot that i signed up for an open mic for this thursday at 6pm... til i got the email reminding me --- the mass email... where it listed the 20 comics performing... just regular comics names... *sigh*
then it listed "erin bennett from gigglechick.com"
okay - yeah - it's an open mic. yeah, i have my site with the open mics listed. yes, i should be fine with this...
*sigh* what happened? i had a bit of a panic attack... it's only a bloody open mic, too. ack. it's good i am going to do it though. i need to get onstage before the 20th.
i wish i were one of those comics that just waltzes onstage and thinks stuff up on the fly (yeah i can do that if i am at work and just yapping with people... but on the fly at a show? hell no.) *sigh*
but i suppose getting back onstage is the toughest part.
here's the skinny. i am sunburnt. crispy. red. not pasty.
by thursday, i should be peeling. fantastic.
by this weekend, when i have to meet a friend of mine for the first time ever, i should have a hint of leprosy.
by next wednesday, as i am taking the stage, with the spotlight glaring on me in front of 150 drunkards, yeah, i will look like i have the mange.
brilliant.
*sigh*
with all of these sighs, i think i am beginning to hyperventilate online. oh dear goodness. *sigh*

