so yesterday, i went and met josh reynolds - who runs the Laugh Riot podcast.
so, hopefully by next week he will have it all swellegant and edited up and piece together my answers to make it seem like i have at least one coherent thought in my head.
for the love of god, i think i morphed into a hardcore jackass. and talk about giggling!? i never really technically "giggle" persay - i called my site gigglechick because it was a good name. but giggle? no. yet there i was teeheeing with the best of them.
there might be a lot of offensive material in the podcast next week - well, i know if this one person who blackballed me in 2002 winds up listening to the podcast, she may ask her minions to come after me with pitchforks and torches.
the weird thing is, he asked me questions and i seriously don't remember answering the questions properly. can you say tangent? and he asked me who my comedic influences were - yes, you already know the one i said, but i said one or two others, but totally went blank after a bit...
idiot.
so my confidence level was not totally on the stellar end of the spectrum during the podcast. i turned into giggly pathetic pseudo comic chick and there's a good chance that part of my stand up will be played in the podcast.
i brought some of my tapes over to him.
mistake: watching 4 of my tapes right before leaving to go meet him... i was sitting there by myself in my bedroom with my hand over my face, right eye peeking out from behind and i was muttering to myself, nay, screaming at myself "oh. my god. that was awful"
so it's like a bad car wreck in my honest opinion. sure, it's the set that the hbo chick was at and liked enough to have me audition for aspen because of.... but still... see, i - and this is probably the problem - i never really watched my tapes. *shudder* i think i had a camel toe on one of them. yes. you know what i mean. and as i was watching, seriously i looked like cousin jeri from the facts of life standing there askew, one hip jutted out, camel toe in all its glory and the spotlight shining down on me... this was a set i did in september.
remind me to wear knee length skirts from now on when i perform.
anyway --- that podcast episiode should be up next week and i will definitely let y'all know when it's up
prepare to have your hopes and dreams and illusions about me shattered.
that is all.

