briefly.... first off, hey.
second, weekend date was fine. had fun.
third. erin. why the eff are you awake at 4am?
well because i've been trying to do effing work and then getting more thrown at me and now i am getting a touch peeved at it. while i enjoy it - seriously love what i am working on and have been working on for a while - i don't enjoy being badgered at 3am with emails when i should be asleep and i've been spending 7 hours a night doing this stuff.
anyway - i've said enough. all i know is that my BP was up and i think i was having a semi-panic attack over the past hour - not so much panic as it was an "are you fucking kidding me? attack"
so, i took a crumb of xanax and am feeling a little better. this sucks. i have to wake up in 3 hours and head to my dayjob.
i have to win the effing lottery. seriously.
g'night.
